Temporary

I am happy when I can rest my hand on your back,



I just want.....
so many things.

and yet, I want nothing as well.

Bananaramagrandma

THE BANANA CRAZE CONTINUES!!

Anyway, wow, I love banana flavored anything. I would probably even really enjoy banana toothpaste. Do they make that?

I have been promenading through various woods of southeastern Connecticut as of late... like every day after work. It's really lifting my spirits and cleansing my soul, you know? Good for me. All this overcast weather doesn't even phase me, I walk in rain or shine, meatballs or pancakes. Ha!

I cannot wait for the "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs" movie to come out!!! I should probably buy the book too, it is grand.



Okay, that is all. I love your feet.

Condensation On a Water Glass

There is a nice breeze circulating through my room. It carries a subtle banana fragrance. Why?


I have been listening to a lot of new music lately, right now, Cymbals Eat Guitar. Lovely.

I have to say, I thoroughly enjoy lounging around in a particular pair of sweatpants (thanks J.Crew) that I own. Today is one of my days off. My brain believes it's Sunday, but my ears know better. It's too quiet to be Sunday. Not enough lawn mowers howling, children squeaking or voices in the house to be Sunday.

I... don't know how to finish this sentence?

Small details from my surroundings make me feel better:
- small, sticky patch on corner of storage unit/night stand where gum was placed
- two patches of paint missing on basement wall where a short movie was filmed (by me) 3.5 years ago
- pieces of seaglass from a happy day...

I'm caught in old feelings, afraid to make new ones.
What are you afraid of?

Maybe a giant rabbit?

Sunday Sundae Sun Day

Onion Rolls!

Walking places makes me happy. I was happy when I walked to Rite Aid today.

Reel a Fishy In

I am so very sorry for neglecting you blog, forgive me?

I don't have much to say, so I will make lists, one of my favorite things to do.

Around me there are/is:
- a huge stack of old Nylon magazines
- three pairs of shoes
- an empty yogurt cup
- a male hula doll (from flea market in hawaii!)
- a drawing i did of an antique gas pump
- brightly colored band-aids
- a yellow strainer full of bay leaves
- a large masonite board
- mixed feelings of hope, confusion, dreaminess, loss and maybe just maybe, some inspiration.

There are quite possibly a bunch of woeful comments I could make about my current state of mind, but that's not what this blog is about. This is all about good things, and you know, even bad things have good things inside of them... I'll revisit a quote I used in my high school graduation speech: "Every adversity carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit." That was inside a fortune cookie of mine.

I can be a lovely girl, I can bake lovely things. Won't you be my friend?

Randomness:

That, bless their souls, is the first type of fish I ever caught... A Bluegill!




I'm into quotes today, so to end, from A Tree Grows in Brooklyn,
"...I guess being needed is almost as good as being loved. Maybe better."

So I Could Be Lovely

Sometimes it's okay to sulk while listening to Bon Iver... or listen to Bon Iver while sulking, is there a difference?

What I currently live for:
Drawing class
Lula magazine
Working out
Skins

Maybe I should move to the U.K.?




"Yeah. Wow, lovely... no. But I like that you're funny looking. It's cute, like, wow."

Little Heads

I am overcome with [ ] and feeling very quiet.

It's times like these where I wish I had mad embroidery skills, soon I will.

At least there is tea and honey... Oh at least, not all is lost.



"And in, the morning when it's cold, an easy girl to hold..."





"It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad"



...Keep on melting on