Baby, you are Sex!

It's raining right now and it makes me long for things...
I've never loved night rain so much as I do lately.

I just watched Empire Records, 10th grade nostalgia.

I'm not a big fan of chewing gum, or other people chewing gum...
but I bought three packs the other day, man I'm changing so much!
SIGNIFICANT. ANGST! GRR!

No, not really, but here is what is really, oh really?

(click me to make me bigggg)

Maybe Fuzzy Bunnies

So, this blog, like most projects/people/things, has progressed into something entirely different than it was when it started... but that's okay, this is life. It's really quite miscellaneous, a place for me to tack up images and thoughts. One of these days (this summer?) I'll have my own website and that will be fantastic, because all my art has been kept fairly private... time to get it out there. Now, I will make some lists.

Right now:
a) I really need a warm embrace. Preferably of the snuggling genre.
b) I am feeling too tired and worn for another long greyhound trip (tomorrow)
c) I have end of winter blues. Make it stop.
d) I miss you.

Today/Tonight:
a) I ate Indian food and it was tasty but my appetite was lacking.
b) I will do laundry and pass the time by drawing
c) I manned a water stop for a 1/2 marathon... fun to be on the other side.

I'm currently infatuated with:
a) "Sex on Fire" by kings of leon
b) Anything Animal Collective (they are the musical version of myself)
c) Sleeping

It's nice when:
a) I rediscover old clothes and like to wear them
b) The peepers and crickets come out
c) Film develops nicely
d) The sex is on fire.




I... Miss.... You.

Fak!

I am so NOT twenty years old.


Excited to:
-Shoot for project in CT
- with tiny backpacks
- with dad
-Draw creatures and SUPERSIZE them

The Melting Process

I miss the sound of rain at night, though I do love the silence of snow. I'm ready for spring.
I'm also ready for life. It's going to be rough, pursuing what I love... but I'm an optimist and an adventurer.

Things I heart:
1) Eggplant & Olive hummus!!!!
2) Soft light in between buildings
3) Organic shapes
4) Drawing monsters
5) Some boy in rochester



Sometimes I build forts.

Ellie

Sweet summer night and I'm stripped to my sheets
Forehead is leaking my AC squeaks
And a voice from the clock says "You're not gonna get tired"
My bed is a pool and the wall's on fire
Soak my head in the sink for a while
It chills my neck and it makes me smile
But my bones have to move and my skin's gotta breathe
You pick up the phone and I'm so relieved

You slide down the stairs to the eager street
And the sun is left with slippery feet
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you
And be here with you


It doesn't really matter, I'll go where you feel
Home for the breeze, get a midnight meal
I'll point in the windows, you point out the parks
Rip off your sleeves and I'll ditch my socks
Dance to the songs from the cars as they pass
Weave through the cardboard, smell that trash
Walking around in our summertime clothes
Know where to go where our bodies go

And we'll breath the dawn in its morning blues
With purple yawns, you'll be sleeping soon
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you

When the sun goes down we'll go out again!
Don't cool off, I like your warmth

Let's leave the sound of the heat for the sound of the rain
It's easy to sleep when it wets my brain
It covers my rest with a saccharine sheen
Kissing the wind through my window screen
But restless is causeless and I cannot hide
So much of my mind that it spills outside
Do you wanna go stroll down a financial street?
Our clothes might get soaked
But the buildings sleep

And there's no one pushing for a place
As we enter at an easy pace
And I want to walk around with you
And I want to walk around with you
I want to walk around with you
I want to walk around with you
I want to walk around with you
I want to walk around with you

Just you

-Animal Collective

This Is Why I Love You

Windy Warm

It's unusually warm in Connecticut.
It's only unusual because I'm stuck in pre-global warmed 1996, anticipating snow and coldness by this time of the year.

I've been terrible at keeping up with the little things. Perhaps I'm moving on to bigger things. Perhaps my imagination is more wrapped around people and ideas and landscapes and long stretches of highways...

But I still stay true to the little things, if I had a band, that would be our name.

For you today, some of my inspirators (i wish that were a real word, let's pretend):











open the gate cause you're already late,
at the end of the lane, is a glass of
lemonade, keep or the path when
you hear the laugh, in the white of her
Palm is your heart! -Beach House